Friday, January 23, 2009

...it's what i wanted but not what i expected...

The year had started for exactly 23 days and 21 hours and its been heading to a great start. It was the year i had wished for and wanted. God once again had answered my prayers in preparing me to the life that i yearn for in the future; a life of a performer. Ever since the start of the year i had performed in one show with five performances and of course two of them involving what i do best which is dancing. It had been great, the performances weren't perfect but they were just right. That day was full of entertainment, and i no longer think that this year was so much more duller than the last year. All the years are pretty much the same, all the experiences in its right time. The starting of the year might be great, but inner and outer conflict had started. I have always hated the last minute events in this world but then i live by it every year. I guess part of being a performer is to sacrifice and do what you think is best. Even though, i have no choice in the matter, but i do have a choice in just making my performances right. I know that each and every experience will lead me into my dream of becoming a great performer. I have everything lined up, i just hope that God had the same plans for me too as i do for myself. To fulfill my dream i guess God wants me to fulfill what he wants me to be and prayer would lead me to his way. Everything is better and everything seems to be right, but nothing is perfect and something is always missing.

KimLiciouz