My Angel in heaven filled my shattered heart with everlasting joy..

This year is different indeed.

I think that i am sane enough, in proper conscience and in my right senses to pour out a life-changing experience. Although I won't, because to me no words can explain what happened, no specific emotion can describe how i felt. The only thing i can say is that, this experience made me stronger, closer to my family and gave me stronger faith in God. These past two months that had been dreadfull to live by everyday gave me so much realizations about life and about myself. The most important thing i learned is to cherish every moment with your love ones and always find a way to make every living moment with them full of joy because life is short. When death of a loved one knocks you on the head you sit there filled with regrets. That's a feeling no one should have to feel. There should be no excuses when you want to do something because sometimes it's too late. Mommy Lyds was an example of a true Catholic, a loving mother and to me an angelic grandmother. ( She is now our angel )..

Here always mommy Lyds, trying to live up to what you have taught me.

Love you! and always will be in my heart, FOREVER!

FOOTLOOSE!

This is a performance that happened during CFC-FFL's Trust Weekend. It was really fun experiencing of full service and i have explained our whole preparation of YFL for the impersonation contest. This is the video of the YFL's performance. My first full choreography. ENJOY!...

SLEEPLESS SLEEPOVERS..

For the past month of summer we had two yfl girls sleepover and it was two nights of great fun and bonding..

The first one was in the Santos residence and on that night we had
- girl to girl bondings

-sharings

-a deeper understanding with each other

-food fest or junk fest but we had nacho salad

-movie marathon and also series marathon
-fashion showm (using our creativity)

-picture takings

-and numerous laughters

It was a fun first yfl sleepover 2009..

The second sleepover was held in the De la Fuente residence and on that night and day we had..

-a night themed with the "stick it " movie

-crunchie snacks..(cereals and popcorn)
-movie marathon

-played twister

-wore french one piece bathing suits

-endless picture takings and video shoots..

-swimming.

-and nail decorations...

It was a fun filled night and day..

here, there, everywhere...

What have i been doing for the past 12 days?

- having the "SUMMER FUN"!

GOALS TO ACCOMPLISH FOR THIS SUMMER

1. professional dance lessons! ( a step closer to SYTYCD)

2. BRATZ weekly singing, dancing practices

3. use SUPERSTAR scholarship

4. YFL service on anything

5. Learn music theory

6. play piano non-stop

7. workout ( 50kg)

8. go ice-skating

9. go to dreamworld with friends

10. GET A JOB! (earn money)

11. buy new clothes ( renovate the whole closet)

12. buy more shoes!

13. learn more grammar

14. Read more books...

more to come..

So that was my list that i made before i started my "summer summer" and during the past 12 days i had accomplished

- #8

-part of #4

-part of #11.. (bought new pants)! yehey!

-part of #5 ( i started my music theory) and its been a review for sure..

- part of #13 i have finished some books that i started before but never finished.. and i am still continuing to read some books

i have so much more to accomplish and hopefully i will finish it all!..

but there are things in that list that i know for sure i wont be able to accomplish.. with reasons such as the fact that im financially challenged. So, i guess professional dancing will have to wait for now.. but i am still stretching, dancing and dreaming to be in sytycd. The new season is going great and i hope when i enter that competition my standard as a dancer will be as high as their expectations.

There's alot that i haven't informed this blog about. There are many experiences that i have yet to share but then i think that i dont need to because experiences like these are kept close to my heart. Well, maybe in the future i'll share it but not now.

For now, i will post the latest events i have done with YFL.

be back in a bit.

a loonng, tiring week for the LORD..

It's been proven that when you want something the world conspires for you to achieve it.

I had many events and wants and do's planned for this summer because THIS YEAR IT WILL BE DIFFERENT and especially THiS SUMMER!

Summer had started and already i am busy busy busy. This blog is my only free time and the only spare time i think il have for this week. This week will be a sleepless week but we're happy to give it all for GOD. This weekend will be very powerful that is a fact and im not doubting at all. This weekend is another experience that God has given us and the great opportunity to feel his presence again. We're happy to give our all again and again.

I would be happy to load the videos of these tiring, painful and sweaty days but i dont really have a camera in handy, but when i do have time to il show them all.

I just want to have this time to make a list of all the things i want to do this summer.

GOALS TO ACCOMPLISH FOR THIS SUMMER

1. professional dance lessons! ( a step closer to SYTYCD)
2. BRATZ weekly singing, dancing practices
3. use SUPERSTAR scholarship
4. YFL service on anything
5. Learn music theory
6. play piano non-stop
7. workout ( 50kg)
8. go ice-skating
9. go to dreamworld with friends
10. GET A JOB! (earn money)
11. buy new clothes ( renovate the whole closet)
12. buy more shoes!
13. learn more grammar
14. Read more books.
.. more to come..

it always feels like it was only yesterday

Time flies, and before you know it you're already standing in a different place

Recent Events:

Tania's graduation: CONGRATULATIONS TANIA!..another sibling out of ASB! and i'm the only one left. :( but im happy too. It's a start of my own adventure to reach my hopes and dreams as i go through the last two years of my high school life..

It's my second day without my two other filipino company and it has been really quiet. I can tell that the upcoming years of my high school will be different without them and it will either be exciting or really boring. Mariel and I were already planning who we're going to sit with next year. (haha) We're also thinking of ways to entertain ourselves during the summer.

TANIA'S AFTERGRAD!

spotted: black-and-white gossip girl aftergrad party in my RESIDENCE..
(what more can you ask for but a party filled with food and people you love)

This year will sooooo be different indeed..

this blog will officially be posted with videos of my many performances. So look out for alot of videos and have fun watching them.. I will be posting and also giving you a brief information on when and where we performed them..