My Angel in heaven filled my shattered heart with everlasting joy..

This year is different indeed.

I think that i am sane enough, in proper conscience and in my right senses to pour out a life-changing experience. Although I won't, because to me no words can explain what happened, no specific emotion can describe how i felt. The only thing i can say is that, this experience made me stronger, closer to my family and gave me stronger faith in God. These past two months that had been dreadfull to live by everyday gave me so much realizations about life and about myself. The most important thing i learned is to cherish every moment with your love ones and always find a way to make every living moment with them full of joy because life is short. When death of a loved one knocks you on the head you sit there filled with regrets. That's a feeling no one should have to feel. There should be no excuses when you want to do something because sometimes it's too late. Mommy Lyds was an example of a true Catholic, a loving mother and to me an angelic grandmother. ( She is now our angel )..

Here always mommy Lyds, trying to live up to what you have taught me.

Love you! and always will be in my heart, FOREVER!